She reads and meets the God of the Bible, who is very loyal strong loving warrior king of Israel. But the rabbis painted a picture of a very cold and distant God almost robot-like. She feels it is contradictory. In Jewish mind, they would never even consider folling him because for them, it will feel like a betrayal of the God in the Bible the God of Israel. They call isaiah 53 the forbidden chapter, they are not allowed to talk about it or to ask questions about it, they just skip it. But when she reads it, the Holy Spirit guided her to know the real God and follow Jesus.